Monday, April 20, 2015

Wednesday, March 4, 2015


I'm here to tell everyone that I repent and beg for forgiveness. When I was sixteen and obsessed with blogging and reading blogs, I used to belittle uni. At the back of my mind, I'm always like, how much time does blogging take? When the blogs I read go on hiatus because of uni, I got sad. 

But now, I repent. 

University is like a big black vortex that sucks souls into oblivion. Free time? What is free time? Are we even free? Are the actions I take even free? Is everything pre-determined? Oh my god, am I Holbach?!?! Ok less mental breakdown, more coherence please. 

Everything seems easier after you've accomplished it but I really think last semester was way easier than this. This semester is like.. I feel like I'm that oblivious deer taking an early morning stroll on the road and that there's a truck turning a corner. Hasn't hit me yet, but I know it's coming. I just got slapped with two new essay assignments on top of everything else I'm juggling. I should be a professional juggler - only metaphorically of course, can't juggle. I just finished two mid-terms last week. The first was Philosophy, I was somewhat prepared for that but I've come to realize, most alarmingly, that I basically can't spell without technology. I'm so grossly reliant, I need to go for remedial classes on how to spell. I can hear my secondary school tutor breathing down my neck when I write. I hear you, Ms Tan, please don't kill me Ms Tan. 

The other mid-term was art history and nothing I studied came out. I know most people panic in situations like these but I burst out laughing. It was freaking hilarious, I stared at the artefact they chose and knew literally nothing about it. So I did what any normal person would do, I bs-ed my way through. There are people carved on the relief. They are holding instruments. ...MUST BE A FESTIVAL (read in my first droning then over-enthusiastic voice).

It is now recess week. I'm basically trying to rush through everything and make sure I don't fail at life. Kidding, I'm also watching shows and uh oh blogging. I get distracted by nothing. Yesterday I spent an entire hour trying to kill a mosquito with an electric fly bat. In case you were wondering, yes, I did kill it and the electric spark on the bat was immensely satisfying. 

I have a proposal to right(write) with (currently) nothing to propose and a very important project to execute tomorrow. Please pray for me. 

Good bye.
Until I next doggy-paddle up to the surface that is my social life. 

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

I scanned my face for a project but I didn't use these images the way I thought I would.
It was still pretty fun though.

Just checking in again, making sure all's well and good. 
Been spending quite a large portion of my life watercoloring, 
will update soon with some pieces.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Just heard about a sixteen year old girl who gave into stress and gave her soul up. Her mum was a second too late. She said goodbye to her best friend. 

Would you be okay if the last thing you said to someone, was the last thing you said to someone?

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Cinnamon Rolls

I have a few things to say before I fade back into the darkness that is uni
I'm on a fictional roll ya
I've devoured many a stories and I am here to share because I care
  •!!  Probably the most important manga I will have ever laid my eyes on - there are no words - Pls watch the anime to see these dorks animated
  • This manga is also fucking important. Nicolas. If you don't like this manga, we can't be friends. Bye.
  • fluff
  •  fluffangstfluff
  • More sports anime, yada yada yada
  • let it flaw guys
In other news, uni has been rather cruel but in a sickeningly pleasurable way. I most probably have personality issues but I like professors that act like dictators - those that torture and torment. I have more motivation to kick ass in their classes.